Sunday, May 25, 2008

my heart so confused...dunno wat is gg on...but my mind and heart is trying to tell mi one thing...tat i got to say to her...but i juz cant raise this thing to her...maybe i nid more time for myself...to prepare...although this will not affect her in anyway...but it will affect mi alot...time to prepare myself for this....maybe it is gd for mi....and maybe her....

the first time i met her....only noe she got a bf....which i was in second yr....a fren of mine always love to disturbed her....but tat is my fren char....everytime i c her....i always was wif a gd fren of mine....but tat time....i dunno anything much about him and her....only noe tat it was a past....everytime i c her...always wonder she noe "who am i?".....i dunno when i hav tix feeling for her....maybe i get too close to her tat time bah....which i nv expected i can hav tix feeling(tat i dunno how to explain) again....i thought i will nv be able to hav tix feeling again...but she make mi realised tat i still can...but at the wrong time and wrong place....

yesterday or day b4 yesterday....i chat wif a fren...after chatting wif her one thought came into my mind....and maybe she right....i dunno how to say tix but tats nt i can really do but left wif tix....let my fate continued on....and control by destiny itself....and maybe wat i do in the future is already anticipated by heaven/destiny itself....but i will continued no matter wat....even if i will become some1 tat i wasnt....or i dun wan....

i'll owaes be here -
+5/25/2008 11:00:00 PM+