Saturday, May 31, 2008

haiz...dunno wat is happening to mi...my feelings for her is diminishing bit by bit everyday...till the day she finally chat wif mi again...but once in awhile she will den chat wif mi....suddenly felt the feeling strong again...but felt be neglected by the her who noe my feeling for her....is tix gd or bad....i really wanted to be wif her but i realised tat unless miracle happened...but miracle nv really happened...i really hate myself sometime...y do i possess such a feeling...a feeling tats killing mi from inside....how i wished tat i can be like last time...hate a gal i hav feeling so i wont hav feeling for tat gal...but i juz seem to hate her....time is trying 2 close up tix pain in my heart bit by bit....i really dunno when my feeling for her will end....i myself is veri confused....dunno whether she can remember or not...hope she can be free on JULY....if not...everything shall....

today went back to sch to return gown...after returning the gown went to take a peek at the dancing rm to c her....but cant c her only c alot of ppl in circle sitting down...so sms her to c whether she is in sch...dunno y suddenly felt....

Forgive mi for being selfish....

i'll owaes be here -
+5/31/2008 02:58:00 PM+