Monday, June 16, 2008

Great...finally got my ans...and even though i expected tat kind of ans...yet...i juz cant accept it again...in an instant...guess i hav 2 let time do the job...tix time resolution was formed....and i wont be tat persistant animore...

am i really tat bad...the gal i like always rejected mi...or did i choose the wrong time and wrong person...or is it tat heaven is playing a fool on mi or i trusted too much on my feeling and sense....life aint simple no more....ever since coming back from beijing...things within mi is diff le...somewhere inside mi has changed....even though i'm still as silly when it comes to love...and now lost all hope....guess i shldnt be tat silly any more....muznt confess animore...i rather like last time....keep it in my heart...at least all the pain wont be so painful...or maybe i'm bluffing myself...but at least i wont regret no confessing...juz let time do the job...but dunno how long will tix wound close up...everything is over....and 4 more mth b4 i go ns...looks like i wasnt able to hav my wished come true afterall...tix 4 more mth....i dunno how long can i still endure tix and fight tix alone....now is work work work work.....and my life is getting more and more weak everyday....more and more tired...i guess my health condition isnt tat gd animore...c how long can i still survive till i go ns...and making my life only wif work and games...

~now trying to implement a new password protection...and after tix implementation....most probably alot of ppl will follow....or maybe i'm not the first to implement tix password protection...so gotta find a way to prevent ppl from cing how its done...and still researching....

i'll owaes be here -
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