Friday, September 26, 2008

Well i'm trying veri hard to get over wif it...and yesterday i can no longer hold back and cries suddenly..."Such an idiot!!!Cry becoz of tat!!!" haha...tat is mi...a guy who get hurt easily no matter the damage is reduced or decreased....

But frankly speaking only after watching "The Secret" den i go back my rm den suddenly tears flowing...muz be stupid bah...haha...tat would be all leh...

Lately been still tinking of her....if not for her mum...this wouldnt happened...haiz...cannot fully blame her mum also...i only got myself to blame tat y tix kinda of thing always happened to mi...2yrs of NS is coming for mi...and maybe tix 2yrs will close up my wound and hope tat she is happy for her life...

All of a sudden too many things happened to mi...B4 the break...i got nosebled...den after the break...totally no appetite...insomnia...cant slp well and nv slp well ever since tat day tat she ask for a break...

is tix also one of the obstacle tat i muz go thru...to be hurt like tat...

I hope tat she will do well for her olvl...and may she meet some1 better than mi...
haha kinda silly...there is alot of better guys out there than mi juz like wat her mum say when she first noe tat i and her r together...even her siblings now shld be happy tat i and her break...

Now i wanted to find some1 to san san xing also veri hard...all so busy...guess i will kp myself busy from tinking of her animore...no point holding onto her animore...she may hav already forgotten mi...

I sweared tat i will nv do so much for a gal animore...i dunno whether tix will become a phobia or not...but its like haunting mi...

Guess tats all...tix blog will soon be underconstruction...and opened to anyone i guess...

i'll owaes be here -
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